
It is a very long road to freedom and an even further road to good living but all I keep in my mind through this rough journey, is that everything will get better.
This week was tough for me and even harder for others to even follow but I will tell you the story as best I can.
It all at the end of the year dance...
I have been dating this girl for about a month now. I decided that I would skate around town for a little while, maybe visit the university before I head over to this dance. Before I went to the dance I stopped at Walgreen's to change. I get there feeling tired and shitty and sweating in a new shirt. Me and my girl were supposed to meet up there. I end up waiting about half an hour for her to get there. She spent all that time to get ready and It payed off. She looked beautiful. When the music starts she walks away from me. Some slow music comes on and I get my slow dance but then she leaves and goes back to her friends. I can't remember the last time I felt so ignored. One of my friends (Alex the girl) came over an danced with me. It was the most fun I had in a long time. We met through a note (a story for tomorrow). Sometimes life is good and bad at the same time. You wouldn't believe how much crap I take from people and how little I return. I woke up crying the next day. Why does my girlfriend not want to be around me?
Maybe I should rethink my best and most loyal friends. Thank you for that Alex. I can never repay you for the light you gave me.
Alex and I texted that night about it. She made me feel so much better about it.
Pinnaples